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Friday, October 9, 2009
i purred @ 3:28 PM

I dont get it.

is it my fault?

for god's sake, im busy with work.

I do want to spend my time with my family,

but how to when im always the last person to know

about the family outings?!

I've informed my mum to always let me know before hand so i can

atleast plan my roster.

but yet again, fuck happens.

even if you cant talk to me at home, atleast you can SMS me, right??

i just hate my life & im freakin out!

Why is it that each time i tell you,

its like always my fault?

The blame is all on me?

Seriously try to be in my shoes,

how does it feels like when your family dont remember your birthday?

you're always the last person to know about some family outings?

I always take the initiative to plan a holiday, some outings,

what i get is a YES/OK but later on i'll get disappointed!!

WHY?? coz they only say YES but end up it never happen!!

I feel like a fuckin ALIEN, someone who doesnt exist in this house!!

ARGH!!! I dont care anymore. Now i will just work work work, go home sleep,

wake up, go work..thats it!!

Freak..im so upset & i cant be bothered anymore!!

Sunday, October 4, 2009
i purred @ 2:19 AM

Omg!!

I feel soooo sucks!!!

I shouldn't have hope for it.

Damnit!

Now i'm feeling soooo down & sucks :(

....Sads....

Sunday, September 27, 2009
i purred @ 1:52 AM

I just realised what I wish for was granted!

But then it doesn't turn out like how I want it to be.

Perhaps I need to do something to work things out??

We really need to sit & talk.

I don't know where I'm heading to now,

I'm lost!

Saturday, September 19, 2009
i purred @ 4:47 AM

Negative vibes surrounding me...

Well well,

if i ever get married one day,

i'm not gonna be like my bro/sis-in-law.

Please.....

they are such a pain in the ass!

Ok, whatever.

I just wanna be me,

someone who really really look after her husband,

know her responsibilities as a wife.

Cook, iron, wash, clean the house.

Whatever whatever that makes my husband happy!

Seriously, i feel sorry for my bro!!

Sometimes my sis.

OMG!!

those bad examples,

i dont want & not going to be like them!!!

I swear.

Thursday, September 10, 2009
i purred @ 2:26 PM

Off the mood & off the hook.

I just don't feel good :(

okay okay!

Stop assuming stuffs.

Just wanna let my heart out,

about how I feel.

Sorry to those who feel annoyed of what I'm gonna say here.

Well well....

My type of person is someone who likes to

plan ahead, plan outings so we can spend more time

with each other & know each other well.

I just felt that we don't spend too much time together.

The only DAY out was that time when

we watched a movie until late at night.

At that time, we were just friends.

-_-

I'm not trying to be a spoilt brat who you know,

must always be with me 24/7.

Just that most of the time our meet up will be at night.

& that is just a short meet up.

Seriously, don't make me fall into the black hole again!

I'm trying my best to be patient here,

but the LOVE is still there.

I just want to have a proper time with you,

thats all I want.

Nothing much.

Sunday, September 6, 2009
i purred @ 4:45 AM

I hate this feeling & I don't want to hope for too much. Thats all I gotta say. The best thing to do now is be patient. Please please please be patient!!

Thursday, September 3, 2009
i purred @ 12:12 AM

I feel like I'm gonna breakdown!
Arghhhh!!
Why can't he just leave me alone?
I'm attached to someone now.
Why can't he just stop his drama?
asking for symphathy from my mum?
What the hell..I think I wanna break the news to him that
I'm attached.
Freaking damnit!!!

ive had my say!!